14.04.26

All I want.

Is to sit next to you.

While I drink and you smoke.

In silence.

14.04.07

You grabbed my shoulder. You grabbed my knee. You hugged me tight.

I stayed as long as I could. 

You grabbed my arm. You joked with me. 

I cut things short and left.

My heart is full of little things.

14.04.01

1. You look stupid and ugly and I don't know why I still care.

2. You are so full of shit. Whenever you have a problem you call me and freak out and I listen and try to calm you down but when I linger over a problem that you consider insignificant you don't even dignify me with a response.

3. I know I have anxiety issues and I know that I tire everyone out with my constant worrying but just please bear with me, it's so much harder to deal with without you.

4. I don't think you understand how most people live their lives and it's just so frustrating.

5. People say shit like 'if you want something go out and get it' but do they realize that that only works in perfect situations? That doesn't work if you are constantly rejected by those you try to love. So please just keep to yourselves.

6. I found a fantastic breakfast restaurant today and i want the world to know.